If my days were a broken vase with all the bits scrambled on the floor,
I’d make a start - set aside the blue
skies, identify the bland skin, teeth, eyes, glass
on the sand like sea shells, a night in the cells,
the long walk home.
The street’s lined with shit but in my dream
everyone’s on it. The emotion is…
excessive. I’m mastered
by it, recognise my soul
spirit. The police officer, however,
doesn’t, & I’m dissed, un
dressed, arrested. But he doesn’t know me,
so it isn’t his fault.
I set it aside, as an aberration,
not up there with post-modern torture,
bad nevertheless. At
9 I knelt on the bedroom floor, forlorn,
smiling for the camera
was there. The sun
had cast shadow, framed
the light & I shone by the window.
You told me I was beautiful
& I wish you hadn’t;
fucked now, when I think about it.
But I lay this aside for the bird song
that stills the bare trees of winter;
you in the morning, pale
after love, yes; &
crushed; the freesia
ossified between the pages
of your book: a man in love
with his solitude –
Giuseppe di Lampedusa!
I’m bewildered by the
shards from a cup hurled 15
ff-fucking years ago.
I can’t say it without my,
chest contracting; stench of
mentis; Mentholatum, non capisco
niente. Gynolium. Bathroom. You make me
sick, but it’s not your fault-it’s-my-fault-
really. For being – what did you fucking call me – a Vulgar
Latinate? Interesting &, this too
I set aside
in the 2 dollar basket to rummage thru
when I’m almost
Here’s the day when I wept at a funeral & said nothing because
what can you say.
I don’t care for the lovable scoundrel & all that
sort of thing. The sentiment
is false. Not worth uttering,
the respect. I hate
in the dead
what I hate in the living & I don’t forget
just because you’re burnt.
The bees are humming, or thrumming – whichever sounds more
menacing; plucking the fruits of my flower.
Unheard melodies are sweeter. I’ve been
your honey since the sixties. Give it to me
still, tho I’m Rubenesque &
Milk goes to the skin
of my thigh, my indolent
posture. Slide your finger.
I Remember a day so distant
like it’s Ancient Rome.
the hall. The sun
strikes the hard
& I walk toward,
like the dead,
& then there’s
nothing after that.
I remember nothing, howls
over the mountain; & when the sun
rose… flocks roll with the season;
cattle bow, slowly.
into. How lips
form, the tongue curls
the word. What you mean.
When you talk. Talk
we’re alone in the room
& the world
Hard. Every second
the bass - Master/Slave –
drum. & in
the interim hit
Pain is good if you deal with it, under-
stand how it happens.
But no sod knows nothing about it
except for scientists & they don’t know shit;
the metaphysic. The
Rock ‘n’ Roller
Sisyphus still; chains the
Calls him names.
Bends Him [sic] to his [sic]
will. I discover this
as the Son shafts the crack
thru the stained-glass window,
& when it’s over, there’s